xLIVING ON DREAMSx

Sat, 12 Feb 2005 15:47:33 GMT

wow this lj is LAME... thats y i have a new one!!!!
media_blitz_77

peace
bekah

whore ified

Mon, 24 May 2004 20:19:11 GMT

ok i think im gonna retire this lj and make a new one.. ill let you bitches know what it is when i do it..<3
~mE~

addicted to oi oi oi

Tue, 11 May 2004 22:19:31 GMT

im bored to death.. nothing new has happened here!! nothign at all.. i hate it out here.. i miss my seany poo.. and hes sleeping right now. so im here doing nothing.. cant wait for the weekend.. hopfully getting trashed.. oh yes its the way to be... ne wayz.. im out
~bekaH~

sex as a wepon

Fri, 30 Apr 2004 20:26:23 GMT

im going to see my seany poo!!!! huray!!
~bekaH~

broken bottles

Sun, 18 Apr 2004 00:55:48 GMT

well went to downtown disney last night with my seany poo and friends! woohoo.. it was great met up with fran and birttney! sry guys i was in a weird mood when you guys got there! it wasnt you..lol ne wayz i talked to lee today and he was telling me what happend at coreys house becasue lee and nathan and sean went over there after wards..the broke into the apt.downstairs and trashed the place.. it sounded like they had a blast. but then he told me that they were making them sleves out {dumb fucks} and sean did and was gonna do it again and corey was like dude ill catch you so he did it and corey back away and started laughing! sean he the tile so hard lee said! he was unconcuse for about 30 or more mins and was shaking! lee was yelling at corey! dude i swear i hate that kid. im gonna beat the shit outta him the next time i see him!! but at least he is ok.. he just didnt remember ne thing for a while after that.. my poor baby! he said he had some weird dream that we were at a ball and danceing..lol.. but ne wayz

latex love <3

Mon, 12 Apr 2004 21:26:49 GMT

nothing nothing nothing! its boring! i hate lake county!!!!!! i love my seany poo<3 thats it
~bekaH~

So Long!

Tue, 30 Mar 2004 22:18:42 GMT

updating for the franster again!~muha~

spring break blew! did nothing it was boring.. i went to the virus and the unseen show with my "seany poo".. major drama within the home..lol so i was not in the best of moods at the show.. and im in a great mood now so i dont want to drag it up again and put me back in a horid mood! but i love sean! he is the best in the world!!!!!!!!!! they cant get ne better than that! oh well im out to destroy something new!
~bekaH~
MUHA<333

bloodsuckers!

Tue, 23 Mar 2004 04:00:43 GMT

i need a fucking cig before i lose it!

fuck every one at south lake and whoever else brings pointless high skool drama in my life.. its stupid and a waste of time.. i have better things to do than waste my perfectly good breath on you!

to some one different! sry i cant be the best. i try and dont suceed.. the only thing i want to do is make you happy. i love you and your the only one i love.. your what makes me keep living.. the one in my life that brings the biggest smile upon mmy face. the one that i know i can talk to and will always listen.. your the best thing that has happened to me yet! and i wand you in my life forever!!! {i love you sean}

FUCK ME!
~rEb~

on the front line!

Thu, 18 Mar 2004 21:51:44 GMT

well things are alot better! no more dumps for me.. just the usual morning ones..lol jk. my "seany poo" is in texas for spring break haveing the best fucking time probley.. i miss him lots..oh last night i was missing him alot so i got out an old sweater and i got some fabric and cut out letters sewed them on and spelt out "i <3 sean" on the back.. i know its chessy but fuck you! i like it. yes the virus and the unseen 27! fuck yea! its going to kick ass.. and them april 10th lake mary pub punching royaltiy.. be there!
~bekaH~
{{ FRAN YOU ARE THE BEST FOR DOING MY SITE AGAIN..LOL I LOVE YOU LADY}}

~*~

Thu, 11 Mar 2004 01:55:42 GMT

i hate being down in the dumps.. its gay im never like this.. so why now.. anyways. i got my period just if ya wanted to know.. it sucks. bleeding out my vagina.
~bekaH~

guns<333

Wed, 03 Mar 2004 19:20:32 GMT

everything is great with me and sean now! it was a big misunderstanding.. but its alot better and we are still working on it.. F-CAT sux.. although we get free food..yumm<3.. nothing really new just be painting and not a whole lot of ne thing.. i skipped 3rd today and went to brads class. it was boreing as fuck in there. but i would love to have that class. you do NOTHING the teacher is all kool she said oh are u skipping. ok w/e..but ne wayz. oh yea PARTY AT CORY'S THIS WEEKEND! woop getting trashed as fuck!! { i hope} i need to think of a way to go!
~bekaH~ sb<333

</3

Mon, 01 Mar 2004 20:46:11 GMT

what a weekend!!!! saturday...oh gees... went to go get sean to come over.. he said sure and that "we need to talk"... so we got him and my rents had to go to wal-mart to look at somthing and we were next to the soda machines to have our "talk" well he said he has no more feelings for me and that he dosent want to try ne more because of drugs and shit. and that he never wants me in his life..and that i could do better.. when i told him that he was the one i want to be with... i was tryin to be kool and not cry.. but i couldnt help but tear up. because the first guy i have ever felt this way about and i have truely loved and still do love tell me that im nothing to him any more!

.. soo my parents came back and i told sean to still come over so my rents wont get in my business and suspect somthing. so he came over.. i was so heart broken.. i have never cry about a break up before in my life. i thought we had somthing special and then him telling me that he has no feelings for me made it worse.. so hours of silents went on. and i asked if he would want to take a walk with me and he said NO! so another hour went on and he said how about that walk.. so we walked and i was like why would you say i love you just two days ago and not mean it.. and i was like its going to take me a long time to just think of you in a "friend" way but if thats as close as i can get to you then sure and if it makes you happy then thats what matters! and he was like well i have always been the one to give up when he dosent see it working. and i said i thought i ment more than that.. cant we work on it. and he was like now that i think of it i want to.. and i asked what the sudden change in you wanting to be an us again and he was like it hit me that we werent together and how his feelings came back to him and that he dose still have feelings for me.. so we ended up together THANK GOD!!!!! but we have a new start and we are going to work on it! i love him more than anything and i hope everything works out now!!

~rEb~ sb<333
same entry on xanga. thats all that i really have to say!

FRIDAY THE 13TH!muuuuahhhahahahah

Fri, 13 Feb 2004 20:05:03 GMT

its friday the 13th.. scary scary.. tomorrow is valentines day.. woohoo i guess.. i just cant wait to see sean boi<3.. all the ladies were getting shit from their fellas. and it was oh so cute.. to bad i didnt get ne thing.. yet?.. oh well i really dont care.. its kool.. i got sean a chessey ass card.. its funny.. but im getting sicker and its not kool.. i sound like a guy and blahh it just sux ass!!! welp off to go clean up so ill smell/look some what attractive for my boi;-)
~*~BekaH~*~
<333LOVE TO ALL THE LONELY PPL ON V-DAY<333

im a whore for cheap sex!

Wed, 11 Feb 2004 19:00:13 GMT

THIS IS FOR THE FRANSTER AGAIN!! hum nothing happening again.. oh but valentines day.. ;-) well that can be between me and my valentine :-D... well im eatting my ice cream and its oh so yummy and its better than this thing!!lol
~*~BeKaH~*~

fuck mondays!

Mon, 09 Feb 2004 23:16:58 GMT

huray no skool for bekah.. oh yes cuz i is too kool fo skool..hahah back to my normal way of talking.. trendy trendy trendy! i hate it so!.. oh well thats just me. if you like it then thats kool.. yup show next sat on v-day<3 you guys should check it out..
~ Feb 14 at Lake Mary Pub 7pm
Featuring Sylleptic,Punching Royalty, & Enderzgame
$5 Entrance fee~
thats it... man i cant wait to see sean<333 its going to be so great. i miss him so much. cuz my gay rents have me on lock down with out seeing my love.. :'(.. not kool they can go suck a cow udder..lol well FRAN I UPDATED.. proud of me chicka??lol.. ne who how im gonna go eat..yum yum...
~bekah~

bad boy

Mon, 02 Feb 2004 23:12:41 GMT

got bored and decided to do this.. humm great fun.. i have nothing to really say right now but huray im a live journal fag now:-D oh goodie.
bekah~*~